December 2009
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The song should say enough… I’m not...
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2010 a year of Expansion
2009 has been quite the year… It was my year of Self Evaluation.
I learned what hard work, discipline, and determination can do. And no matter how determined you are, you can’t change someone if they don’t want it in their lives.
I realized my faults and that though things weren’t my fault, I could not be held faultless. In my quest for religious freedom, I found myself...
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All is right with the world…
I wouldn’t call it hatred… Bullshit...
Funny How things work out
So after all that bullshit last night… I wake up this morning at 9 ready to get out the house, and after my morning rituals I start looking for my keys…
Oh yeah, my dad woke me up at 4am banging on my door asking for his keys, cause he doesn’t have his or mine. Now he has been driving my truck all week, I don’t know what the hell he did with my keys. But just so he could...
Middle Child Syndrome
I had one of those days today. You know the one where nothing seems to go as planned, and no one else seems to care? I guess I will start from the top.
It was decided yesterday, that we (my brother, a couple friends from NY, and myself) would be going to the National Great Blacks in Wax Museum in Baltimore today. I went to sleep early last night so that we could get an early start. I woke up at...
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Avatar Review
So I went to the movies tonight for the first time in a really long time. It was crazy because all the commercials were just pissing me off. I mean just some of the most crispity, crackly, crunchy coon shit going on. smh
But on the movie… I don’t posses the ability to communicate how excited I am that movie exists. It was definitely on some higher consciousness type stuff. I...
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“Christmas is the time when kids tell Santa what they want and adults pay for it....”
– Richard Lamm
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“Democracy is two wolves and a lamb deciding what to have for dinner. Liberty is...”
– Benjamin Franklin
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My Numerology
In ancient times, people would observe the stars and have an understanding of the type person you would be based off the placement of the stars and the numbers associated with your name, and the time of your birth… Seems like that would be a nice ace in the hole to have from birth.
Cosmic code:
Life Path Number 11/2
Destiny Number 5
Soul Number 7
Personality...
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“The way people in democracies think of the government as something different...”
– Lewis Mumford
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I finally made it home… Now I just gotta stop lying to myself about why I’m here…
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Vegan Pancakes
Just made the best vegan pancakes ever… Not only do they taste great, wait about 30 minutes and you will feel great too ^ _ ^
The kids came back and are receptive to the new rules in the house. Since I’m in such a good mood, I will make some brownies.
Sang my little solo in church today… Had a lot of fun with it :-D
Trick Bag 1: Pat called me to come to rehearsal today to play in church tomorrow. Why am I now singing with the choir?
Yesterday I looked into the mouth of the beast… Today I sharpen my axe. Music is the weapon.
Now I’m playing with bees, while Akio is acting like a bitch. Who knew how much bees liked hummus?
Picking grapefruit with Uncle Curtis. :-D
True love is an orientation, not feeling. It is the commitment to another’s greater good, regardless of feelings.
I am spiritually grounded, and live by the pulse of the God within. In conflict w/the status quo, but in harmony with my ascension.
Goodmorning phone
Eating again. And I still have my phone. I just took a break from reading. I’m with conflict.
My fortune cookie says “You are a deep thinker with a knack for problem solving.” If only I could solve my own problems.
“If I had a million dollars, I would spend it to forget you.”
– Crazy thing is, the friend I was listening to that with got 86ed that day.
Pause for the cause… Gotta eat :-)
In the shed… Congrats to Mike & Steve for graduating… Never going back to the moon…
sittin at the moon… :-/
As I tried to send that last message an error alert on my phone popped up. Telling me I had to turn it on. I didn’t even know it was off
I figure if I try to constantly tumble, I may be able to keep up with my phone. So while I’m wasting my life at graduation…
Lost my phone a few days ago. Crazy thing is, I had just hired my friend to hold on to it for me… I’m sure no one was calling me anyway.
I lost my phone at least 20 times in the last 4 days… Maybe its just not meant to be, or maybe because no one calls me. I know I lose it cause I can’t keep it in my pocket. I just have this feeling that its doing something to my body to have radio waves, constantly flowing through it…
“I live with two bears and a small woman!!!”
– Daniel Mainor
“If you hear any noise, it’s just me and the boys.”
– Parliament Funkadelic
M.I.A.
I have had a pretty interesting time… This weekend I went to a Fantasia & Charlie Wilson concert cause it was free. I didn’t expect to really like it too much, but it turned out to be pretty good, the musicians in both of the bands sounded good, but there was just a tone that didn’t sit right with me… Chick that I went with had told her parents I was atheist way back...
I have been enjoying myself quite a bit recently. There is one essential element that is missing…
“I prefer to be true to myself, even at the hazard of incurring the ridicule of...”
– Frederick Douglass
Just last night I watched my new favorite movie of all time… Fresh… Purely genius. I almost cried.
Listen
Just finished a conversation with my mother, about my recently ended relationship…
… I already know I fucked up.
I enjoyed my day today =) I watched an old P-Funk Concert, helped a few friends out a couple times today when they were in a clutch, went to two very good concerts, had a productive rehearsal, and a very energetic jam session afterwards I’m just getting home from… Now I look to my bed and one thing is missing =(